今天 （10/10/10）， 是你的生日。。。
生日快乐。。。
我，还算ok。。。
就只会在特殊的情况会有点不对劲，
今天，算是特殊的情况吧。。。
呵呵。。。
想想一下，两年了。。。
我进KLIUC的第一个学期，
到现在的第六个学期，
看来，时间过得挺快。。。
昨天（9/10）唱K时，总算有把感觉唱出来了，
挺舒服的。。。
周董的 “安静”，让我舒服多了。。。
唱K的时间，总算来得正是时候。。。
很抱歉，没能用短信或电话跟你说声：“生日快乐。。。”
因为去年，我洗了。。。
所以，只有在这里祝你生日快乐。。。
可是我觉得，如果当时没洗，
想打电话或短信祝你，
想必是你也不会想要接我电话或回我是吧？
三年前，我变。。。
两年前，我变。。。
一年前，我变。。。
今年，也在变。。。
只是变的原因都不同。。。
今天，是你生日。。。
所以，我祝你生日快乐。。。
周杰伦 - 安静
作词：周杰伦
作曲：周杰伦
专辑：范特西
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你
2010年10月10日星期日
2010年9月17日星期五
看照片->自作自受？
今天，也没什么特别的。。。
就在Segamat弄破了一件裤子，
昨天，家里的大命狗也因为老而逝世了
喉咙还是一样，没复原。。。
明天，就要回去KL了。。。
刚刚，在面子书无聊的时候，
就无端端想去看看你的Profile,
你的名字，我不会忘记，
到了你的page,
还是老样子，
没得看你的wall post,
就你的照片又变了，
看了看你和他合照的profile picture,
心里也无端端觉得酸酸的，
没办法克制。。。
没哭，就觉得有点辛苦。。。
看来，要说完全放下你，
我还是做不到。。。
正常的时候，我很正常，
只是有时遇到这样的感觉，我还是屈服了。。。
我可以说是情绪化的人。。。
无路如何，
看你和他这么开心的照片，
希望你们幸福，只要你开心就好。。。
我就只是那个不能走进你的世界的一个人。。。
就在Segamat弄破了一件裤子，
昨天，家里的大命狗也因为老而逝世了
喉咙还是一样，没复原。。。
明天，就要回去KL了。。。
刚刚，在面子书无聊的时候，
就无端端想去看看你的Profile,
你的名字，我不会忘记，
到了你的page,
还是老样子，
没得看你的wall post,
就你的照片又变了，
看了看你和他合照的profile picture,
心里也无端端觉得酸酸的，
没办法克制。。。
没哭，就觉得有点辛苦。。。
看来，要说完全放下你，
我还是做不到。。。
正常的时候，我很正常，
只是有时遇到这样的感觉，我还是屈服了。。。
我可以说是情绪化的人。。。
无路如何，
看你和他这么开心的照片，
希望你们幸福，只要你开心就好。。。
我就只是那个不能走进你的世界的一个人。。。
2010年8月19日星期四
梦境--感觉
昨天，因为聊天和做功课，我弄到6.30am才睡觉，
待会儿7.30am要起床准备去学校。。。
=,="
一个小时间，我做了一个梦，
那个梦，是我以前很喜欢的、也很希望会发生的梦，
在梦里，我对这样的情形感到非常高兴。。。
我一度以为这是真的，
可是，当我睁开眼睛时，
发现到，刚刚发生的一切一切，
只是南柯一梦，
快乐的心情也跟着淡化，
回到现实，我知道这已经是不可能发生的，
梦境毕竟与现实相反。。。
不能证明什么。。。
不过，事过这么久，
这个梦，的确是我想要的结局。。。
可惜。。。
我们已不再联络，
你会拒绝我的邀请，
或许是我的错，因为是我当时先决定不再理睬你。。。
如今，我也不能做什么了。。。
曾经，已经过去。。。
现在，不能回头。。。
我，只能继续走下去了。。。
这场梦，就当做是了了我长久以来的心愿吧。。。
这个感觉，最近才出现过一次，
可惜，还是不行，放弃了。。。
好希望再次拥有这种感觉。。。
真的好想好想。。。
待会儿7.30am要起床准备去学校。。。
=,="
一个小时间，我做了一个梦，
那个梦，是我以前很喜欢的、也很希望会发生的梦，
在梦里，我对这样的情形感到非常高兴。。。
我一度以为这是真的，
可是，当我睁开眼睛时，
发现到，刚刚发生的一切一切，
只是南柯一梦，
快乐的心情也跟着淡化，
回到现实，我知道这已经是不可能发生的，
梦境毕竟与现实相反。。。
不能证明什么。。。
不过，事过这么久，
这个梦，的确是我想要的结局。。。
可惜。。。
我们已不再联络，
你会拒绝我的邀请，
或许是我的错，因为是我当时先决定不再理睬你。。。
如今，我也不能做什么了。。。
曾经，已经过去。。。
现在，不能回头。。。
我，只能继续走下去了。。。
这场梦，就当做是了了我长久以来的心愿吧。。。
这个感觉，最近才出现过一次，
可惜，还是不行，放弃了。。。
好希望再次拥有这种感觉。。。
真的好想好想。。。
2010年7月30日星期五
Assignments-Presentation-Birthday
Hmmm...Finally, I am back after a few busy week...
Let's see...
Assignments...=,="
One of the activities that made busy like hell...
Research method is the hardest in this moment...
This is because it is like a starting version of project paper...
My research is about Facebook and Friendster...XD
This title is very interesting for me...lolx..
Hope I can get rid of this ASAP...haha...
Presentation
On Tuesday, Yang Yang and I did a presentation for critical thinking in pecha kucha style...
Tiring because we just could present for bout 30 seconds on each slide...
really tiring....-,-"
Birthday
Bout this....hmmm...
what can i say was, i realized that many ppl had their birthday in July...
OMG...
and on that day which was my birthday,
my friends gave me a surprise.....
They celebrated with me at night before the day passed...
A cake with 2 candles...
Words with "Happy Birthday Emo King" on a transparent paper...
I am Emo King???XD
I never expected all of these...Thanks to everyone who celebrated with me that night..
So thanks for all the birthday wish received from Facebook...
After celebrating, we went to south city old town for 2nd round...
Joy, craziness happened in that moment....lolx...
I was very happy with you all...thank you...^^
After the next day, I was shock that there were 4 ppl have birthday in the same day...3 in coll and 1 in my hometown....I was like...wow..So many ppl birthday o....
then after few days, someone is going to have another birthday...omg....
Now, I have ntg to do unless online, chit chat.....plan to sing k....^o^
This Sem is weird, full of suprises...haha...
stop at here this time...^^
Let's see...
Assignments...=,="
One of the activities that made busy like hell...
Research method is the hardest in this moment...
This is because it is like a starting version of project paper...
My research is about Facebook and Friendster...XD
This title is very interesting for me...lolx..
Hope I can get rid of this ASAP...haha...
Presentation
On Tuesday, Yang Yang and I did a presentation for critical thinking in pecha kucha style...
Tiring because we just could present for bout 30 seconds on each slide...
really tiring....-,-"
Birthday
Bout this....hmmm...
what can i say was, i realized that many ppl had their birthday in July...
OMG...
and on that day which was my birthday,
my friends gave me a surprise.....
They celebrated with me at night before the day passed...
A cake with 2 candles...
Words with "Happy Birthday Emo King" on a transparent paper...
I am Emo King???XD
I never expected all of these...Thanks to everyone who celebrated with me that night..
So thanks for all the birthday wish received from Facebook...
After celebrating, we went to south city old town for 2nd round...
Joy, craziness happened in that moment....lolx...
I was very happy with you all...thank you...^^
After the next day, I was shock that there were 4 ppl have birthday in the same day...3 in coll and 1 in my hometown....I was like...wow..So many ppl birthday o....
then after few days, someone is going to have another birthday...omg....
Now, I have ntg to do unless online, chit chat.....plan to sing k....^o^
This Sem is weird, full of suprises...haha...
stop at here this time...^^
2010年7月3日星期六
The first post in 2010- New sem-Result- Decision
Hmm...It's a long long time since the last post in last year...
I admit I am somehow laziness is the main course I stop my blog for so long...XP
Let's see...
During this period, many things have happened.
Last week, I received a news saying that one of my former schoolmate since primary school has passed away because of car accident.
I was very shock yet I couldn't do anything and feel hard to accept this it.
I couldn't go back to hometown to pay the last visit. Sorry...
I was in semester 4 when I posted the last post in last year.
Now I am in Sem. 6 and I have improved a bit my CGPA. Hopefully will get a rebate then I will have extra money...
When I heard the school management system is going to change a lot in terms of timetable, exam result and students' registeration, I thought the coll is going to be improved.
Who knows, it was just like a BETA version. Errors here errors there. Online checking exam result got errors when it first came out.
Some students can check result but some were being block although they have already paid the deposit for new coming semester. So, this system was delayed.
2nd, I was happy that the registeration and payment was held in MPH for so many days. This time they include the number taking system. I thought the situation would be under controlled since everyone just sat and waited for their turn. It went normal in first few days, but after that... There's no queuing anymore. It's totally a mess. Not following the numbers anymore. The situation is just like the end of the world. Everybody is totally like gone mad. What the fuck is the number system used for? For fun? I will say one thing, if don't want to use, please...don't waste the money.
This semester is probably my working semester. I have found few jobs. Yaya,need extra earning...lolx...
Recently, I am totally lost something in my mind, I feel lonely. I have friends to accompany me, but weird, it's not that kind of loneliness...It's different...I don't know what else can I do...No matter what, whatever it is, it's still a decision. I will accept it...
oops...looks like this is probably my first blog in English...cheers for anyone who get outstanding result in the final exam last semester...
I admit I am somehow laziness is the main course I stop my blog for so long...XP
Let's see...
During this period, many things have happened.
Last week, I received a news saying that one of my former schoolmate since primary school has passed away because of car accident.
I was very shock yet I couldn't do anything and feel hard to accept this it.
I couldn't go back to hometown to pay the last visit. Sorry...
I was in semester 4 when I posted the last post in last year.
Now I am in Sem. 6 and I have improved a bit my CGPA. Hopefully will get a rebate then I will have extra money...
When I heard the school management system is going to change a lot in terms of timetable, exam result and students' registeration, I thought the coll is going to be improved.
Who knows, it was just like a BETA version. Errors here errors there. Online checking exam result got errors when it first came out.
Some students can check result but some were being block although they have already paid the deposit for new coming semester. So, this system was delayed.
2nd, I was happy that the registeration and payment was held in MPH for so many days. This time they include the number taking system. I thought the situation would be under controlled since everyone just sat and waited for their turn. It went normal in first few days, but after that... There's no queuing anymore. It's totally a mess. Not following the numbers anymore. The situation is just like the end of the world. Everybody is totally like gone mad. What the fuck is the number system used for? For fun? I will say one thing, if don't want to use, please...don't waste the money.
This semester is probably my working semester. I have found few jobs. Yaya,need extra earning...lolx...
Recently, I am totally lost something in my mind, I feel lonely. I have friends to accompany me, but weird, it's not that kind of loneliness...It's different...I don't know what else can I do...No matter what, whatever it is, it's still a decision. I will accept it...
oops...looks like this is probably my first blog in English...cheers for anyone who get outstanding result in the final exam last semester...
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